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Astro Projection... again
14:04 Dec 28 2007
Times Read: 631

Last night it was 10:30 pm my time ... when i went to bed... it should have been around 1:30 am your time...



i started my meditation when i was walking through a corridor towards a door in front of me... i opened it and there you were, laying on the bed... there was that weird light in your room...



i sat on your bed for a moment... i didnt want to wake your inner self up...

Uriel is gone...
19:21 Dec 26 2007
Times Read: 637

Bye.... maybe forever...

were your last words...

fine... leave and go wherever you need to go.

Our race will be ok, i guess...



Silver, werewolf and Kalgor are leading... the three of them guide our people now, while i'm away...



Dark Angel will keep the peace inside... he´s the healer... he´s wise enough to know what you need...



day by day the process is harder... now i can't even resist a whole day without hunting... i'm becoming an animal, instinct before reasoning...



the best moment for you to go and follow the path you want...

Vampire Heart.... does he know???
01:17 Dec 21 2007
Times Read: 644


"You can't escape the wrath of my heart

Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone)

All faith is lost for hell regained

And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave)"



You said he knows how to defeat this... i dont believe... if i go to the veil i can endanger our race...



"Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed

And lead you along this path in the dark

Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth"



I´m tainted and you know it... when it comes i can´t control it... it´s not just blood what i want... it´s flesh...



"Hold me

Like you held on to life

When all fears came alive and entombed me

Love me

Like you love the sun

Scorching the blood in my vampire heart"



This vampire is a risk for her kin and my friends know it ... why all of you dont want to understand?



"I'll be the thorns on every rose

You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold)

I am the nightmare waking you up

From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before)"



Every night is the risk of chaining me down in the dungeons... when i feel it coming... i already attacked Silver... why dont you understand there´s no cure for me...



"Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close

Paint you my soul, scarred and alone

Waiting for your kiss to take me back home"



You know what you have to do... you´re the only one i wasn´t able to defeat in fight... please fight me again... once more... and let your sword pierce my heart...



"Hold me

Like you held on to life

When all fears came alive and entombed me

Love me

Like you love the sun

Scorching the blood in my vampire heart"



"Hold me

Like you held on to life

When all fears came alive and entombed me

Love me

Like you love the sun

Scorching the blood in my vampire heart"



Give me rest, and peace... and help me to go to the place where there´s no pain...



"Hold me (Like you held on to life)

Like you held on to life

(When all fears came alive and entombed me)

My vampire heart"



"Love me (Like you love the sun)

Like you love the sun

(Scorching the blood in my)

My vampire heart"



There´s no other way... kill the beast and give me rest... stop looking for an answer you wont find... stop trying to find a solution that won´t be true...

let me go...
23:20 Dec 18 2007
Times Read: 650

I know i can´t be close to you...

this is crazy... until i dont find the cure to this ... if there´s some...



let me go... please...

let me find my own path... if there´s any...



release me, dont give me weapons, just let me go away... and leave you safe...



Dark angel, please release me...

you know what to do... dont think twice...

you know in your heart that i have no choice...

Silver... i'm sorry
15:58 Dec 18 2007
Times Read: 659

Last night i attacked him... he was locking me up down in the dungeon... putting the chains in my wrists... when it started... i wanted his blood and i tried to bite him...

his face... i saw fear in his face... and disappointment...

I'm sorry... i never meant... now i know it's not a good idea to keep me close... when i woke up i had a brutal headache... and my whole body ached... seems that he fought me back... he's a great warrior...

why you didnt kill the beast?

Silver... i'm sorry
15:58 Dec 18 2007
Times Read: 659

Last night i attacked him... he was locking me up down in the dungeon... putting the chains in my wrists... when it started... i wanted his blood and i tried to bite him...

his face... i saw fear in his face... and disappointment...

I'm sorry... i never meant... now i know it's not a good idea to keep me close... when i woke up i had a brutal headache... and my whole body ached... seems that he fought me back... he's a great warrior...

why you didnt kill the beast?

Our people is left behind again...
23:46 Dec 13 2007
Times Read: 667

Now we´re leaving again...

Werewolf is leading us to a new place... while Silver help our kin to recover hope... Kalgor, Adek and Darkangel are just coming back ... they found a new place...

everything again...

a new leader... someone to train... the oracle... trust... care...



my heart turned to stone again... and stopped beating... when i thought there was hope... i found nothing... when i thought i found ...



my friends accepted me turning into the beast i am ... because of my strength and power... they learnt to control the animal in me... locking me up in the dungeon... with chains...



so this is the way it has to be... we´re leaving tonight... all of us...

A lonely path...
17:47 Dec 09 2007
Times Read: 672

Silver told me that he couldn´t clean my blood... if he did it i could die...

maybe that would be the only solution...

he suggests me to go away... far from our world...and far from the ones i love...

because even here i could harm someone...

i know i´m gonna miss my friends... but i can´t force them to bear with me and my constant changes...

Werewolf is sad, i know...even when he never shows... Adek doesn´t accept that i have to leave ... we´ve been so close, Kalgor is mad at me... i know he is and i deserve it... Dark Angel hasn´t come back yet... when he´s sad, he normally runs away until he feels better and then comes back...

i´d like you to talk to me...

Feeling bad...
01:27 Dec 07 2007
Times Read: 676

Thought the oracle was right when told me about you... that you´ll be here soon, with us, but i´m merely a tool...



So that´s what i am... the one teaching you to go to places at night...

the one who knows what you need ...

for you to be away... because you dont believe...



you had to be our leader and guide our people... but i understand that you wont be with us longer...



you´ll go to find what you think it´s real...

The Oracle...
01:32 Dec 06 2007
Times Read: 680

We have always trusted in them to predict our future... they said that our worlds will merge... they said that the enemy would be stronger... and many of us will die... but they also gave us hope... when Silver and Werewolf joined the coven... when Kalgor was rescued... and Adek was born... when dark angel came, from far away, ... they said that I will defend my people and my friends until the time would come... when the one will appear...



they said i would be turned without my consent, but instead of having hatred in my heart, there would be love to my new kin...



they said that my desire of protection to my people would take me to act recklessly... i knew about this... all that i´m feeling now... Silver is trying to prevent me to become a hybrid...



and talked about my heart and who it´d belong to... how i would kill our former master and about the future to come...



but you want surprises...

Need you...
23:56 Dec 04 2007
Times Read: 685

After our meeting last night, i couldnt sleep... i was remembering all the things i said... but they´re not true...

if you dont want to talk to me again... i understand, but please let me at least tell you that i was trying to protect you...



Silver told me there´s a way of revert this... it´s dangerous, but i want to try...

i wanted to try today... but since you dont talk to me ... i dont think it´s worth it...



please forgive me if i hurt you... in some way... if you´re disappointed. but all i´ve done is because i ... care.



I´ll be waiting for you... until tonight...

if you dont want to talk to me ... Werewolf knows what to do...

I'll Attack...
18:39 Dec 03 2007
Times Read: 699

It's beginning.... i'm feeling it again, even more intense now. And in this human plain... seems that people is not safe anymore by my side...



"I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted

Surrender to nothing, or give up what I

Started and stopped it, from end to beginning

A new day is coming, and I am finally free..."



I desperately need to feed... but now it's not just drinking a bit... the killing instinct is getting stronger.



"Run away, run away, I'll attack

Run away, run away, go change yourself

Run away, run away, now I'll attack

I'll attack..."



People here in my human plain is in danger. I know it... i need to go away...



"I would have kept you, forever, but we had to sever

It ended for both of us, faster than a

Kill off this thinking, it's starting to sink in

I'm losing control now, and without you I can finally see..."



You'll be kept safe with the warriors... they will protect you... always... you can trust them as you trust me...



"Run away, run away, I'll attack

Run away, run away, go change yourself

Run away, run away, now I'll attack

I'll attack..."



Please dont be sad... be brave...



"Your promises, they look like lies

Your honesty, like a back that hides a knife (knife)

I promise you (promise you)

I promise you (promise you)

And I am finally free..."



He promised that his blood will make me stronger ... to protect you ... to help you... this will be over soon, he said... but i'm getting worse...



"Run away, run away, I'll attack

Run away, run away, go change yourself

Run away, run away, now I'll attack

I'll attack, I'll attack, I will attack..."



"Run away, I'll attack, I will attack

Run away, I'll attack, I will attack..."



Run away from me... now that you can... now that you're still safe...



"Run away (Run away), I'll attack (I'll attack)

I'll attack..."



"Your promises

(promises, promises)

I promise you

(promise you)

I promise you

(promise you, promise you)..."



Sorry if i wasn't what you expected... but i'm weaker than i thought...

The Attack...
00:52 Dec 03 2007
Times Read: 704

He knew where to find... what to do... where i was...

he knew my location in the human world. He came to my house. His directions were clear.



I could fight him but it will repeat again and again.



"Dont tell anyone" i said... and it was because i am vulnerable here...



We are protecting our people, and want peace among the races... there are others ... in this human plain that only want division... they open portals and send their own people...



It´s better for me to be out some days trying to be strong again...



Dont try to find me... i need to heal myself.



Dark Angel... i know .... I know... you warned me... but im too blind

Master´s Calling
03:10 Dec 02 2007
Times Read: 707

Kalgor, Silver, Werewolf, Adekwolf, Dark angel and I will be at the requested place at your time.



Master has problem... someone´s in danger. The Deviants are kidnapping people...



I have no more news ... please meet me there...

Uriel´s best men...
00:09 Dec 01 2007
Times Read: 649

You can trust us your life... we are your best weapon...



Kalgor: Vampire... well trained with swords and has the power of mind reading. He´s fearless and can be very dangerous. He´s a protector and Master´s defender. The prophecy said he´ll save us the last day.



Werewolf: He´s a lycan, he´s tall with long black hair. He has the power of his strength and can transform into a wolf. He´s a protector and a trainer. The prophecy about him is kept in secret.



Silver: Vampire... trained warrior. He knows a lot of weapons and can make a weapon from almost nothing... He´s a protector and a punisher. The prophecy said he´ll find the new world.



Adek: Werewolf... he´s a hybrid... half wolf half vampire... knives and swords are his fave weapons. He´s a protector and a trainer. The prophecy said he´ll be the mediator.



Dark Angel: Vampire... he´s wise and brave. He is trained with guns and can open portals with his mind. Protector of the veil. The prophecy showed him how to train the new leader.



Raine: Vampire. Trained with different weapons through the ages. Protector of the veil. The prophecy said she´s the Avenger, the tainted, but still she´d find the one.